4. a letter to a person you grew apart from this year
this is an old letter. it’s not too long, but the amount of letters i’ve written to him, lol. too many.
I love you more daily . i wish you could see yourself the way i see you and i wish you could love yourself the way i love you . and above all, i wish your life is everything you deserve because, in my opinion, you deserve the world. i will stand by you forever, my heart will always be yours.
1. started hairdressing. 2. moved out to my dads. 3. moved out with my bestfriend 4. moved back in with my mum. 5. had a massive fight with my best friend. 6. made up with her :) 7. fell in loveeee haha 8. got my heart broken haha pwnt. 9. nearly got eaten by a shark. 10. got rid of somebody who was dragging me down.
Your taking and taking, but you aren’t giving and soon it will run out, what will happen next? What good comes from being so selfish? You promised, you turned the conversation around, you manipulated and you got me flailing. We aren’t going to sort this out, not when you only live to your word when it means that i will get hurt.
wow. thats exactly what was going through my head.
i found a way of forgetting and it feels so wrong, but it’s right and i hope you get jealous, i hope you hate me for it, i want the feeling of knowing you wanted it more than i do, i know i won’t but just the thought of it makes me smile. how could you be my friend any way when your never around? its as if you never came into my life in the first place, your just a memory, a shame really. but thank you without you i wouldn’t know that i can love and be loved.